pandora's box

"If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours; if they don't they never were."

My boyfriend of about a year and half told me that he wasnt in love with me today. Correction; he told me that it was hard for him to say he was in love with me.

Though, he didn't mean to hurt me by telling me this, never in my life has something someone said hurt more.

For the past year and a half, I've been trying to find a place for myself in his life and in his heart. All this time, I feel like all I've hit are walls. Just when I finally think I'm getting closer, he tells me he's not in love with me.

Now we're taking a "break." But it's more like we're breaking up until he can figure out whether he still wants to be with me not. And I have absolutely no hope. I don't know if he'll come back to me or not. I just know it's going to be a painful wait.

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